I think my breaks went out on me. This really sucks, because I really wanted to go out and have some fun on Samhain (Halloween). But Zoe wasn't feeling good so I couldn't go out to the party town that she lives in that is infamous for the Halloween debauchery that goes on there. So I made plans with another friend to go see the movie "The Grudge". But now that isn't going to happen. I just really didn't need this right now, not because I am missing out on some socializieing, but because this is just one more stupid thing that needs to be fixed but really I shouldn't even have this old fucked up car in the first place. In January Sean bought a new car, and when he got it he let me drive around his fairly new Mazda. But in Febuary I made a stupid left turn in front of oncoming traffic and I totaled the car. I was fine, but I had a heart attack calling Sean. And now I'm stuck with this money-pit of a car, and everytime something little or big on it needs to be fixed he gets so mad at me.