No one really reads this, except one person, and she probably doesn't even look at this page anymore because it has been months now since the last time I've had a chance to write anything. Or talk to her. Zoe, I'm sorry. I always have that problem of just letting people go. The ones I want to spend more time with, do more things with, I always end up not talking to them for large spans of time. Life gets in the way, and I just stop thinking about anyone. I get lost in my own thoughts very easily. Then one day it's like I've just woken up from a coma, and I rush around trying to re-establish contact with my friends and family. I do this to my own mother a lot. I just never think to call her. But then again I do work up in her area, so when I go to work I often stay with her. But when I'm not working, I just don't call her.