
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Women, Women, Every Where but Not an Ass to Spank
I'm getting really frustrated. Sean and I have been looking for a submissive woman to join us for almost a year now and we haven't really found anyone. Sure there have been a few women who have actually written to us, but most of them turn out to be flakes. Or sometimes men. On any of the websites aimed at helping people find one another in a BDSM way that we have a profile on we clearly state that we will not talk to men, yet that is the demographic that we get the most responses from. They all just look through the pictures and whenever they see a face or body they like they write, not caring if the woman is a Domme, a sub, or someone else's slave. Yeah fucking right, like you are going to convince me to submit to you even when I won't submit to the love of my life? Then only woman we actually got to meet before Zoe was a fat liar from Oregon who claimed to be a lesbian but she was living with a fat old man and living as his slave. He was kicking her out, and she wanted to move to LA but didn't want to pay anybody anything, so she went surfing the ads on a bondage website and found us. She found us and somehow convinced us in one week that she would be a great slave for us. As soon as she got here, she completely was inconsiderate to the both of our house and us. It was an awful experience, and we told her that it would not work out after two days. She called up the man she had been living with and he had moved down to California too and he took her back. So we got rid of that bad situation, but we didn't know how it would work out and we were looking into homeless shelters for her. Gives me icky-bumps just remembering the whole thing.