Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Cars Drama, Vegas, and Power

So I was surprised with a new car. It is a well-maintained 1990 Accura Intgera GS. I really liked driving it for a week, but know I don't know if I will be able to keep it. Sean got it from his sis, and now I don't know if he wants to give it back to her or not. I love this car so much too, it has power EVERYTHING! I like power, that's just what I'm into. I love giving power, and taking it away from someone. I like having power over someone. I really like the idea of forcing a person to dress a certian way (fetish stuff) and taking them to go out and do mundane things like take them to go to the bank. Or tying a person up. I guess that's why I really like BDSM and other fetishes. I've been tying up people since I was a little kid. It wasn't sexual then, it was just something that gave me pleasure. I once tied up a kid in the first grade upside-down to a chain link fence by his shoe laces. When I worked as a volenteer at that same school while I was a senior in high school I looked at that fence and I could still see the knotted laces from his shoes that they left there when the teachers cut him down. I had a lot of fun that day, and I never got punished for it. When I got away with it, I was encouraged to keep doing it, and I still am when I get the chance!

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